Snow

I spoke too soon yesterday when I said almost all the snow was gone. Its snowing. Different sites/stations say different things. So we can get anywhere from 4 inches to 8 inches. I didnt even know it was suppose to snow until I went up to my parents last night. I wanted snow though so we could go tubeing. I dont know if the snow will be here by this weekend though or if we will even go. Guess it all depends on how much gas we have!!!

Wind

Is so loud. It sounds like it will take the house down. HAHA. When me and Jay woke up there was a dusting of snow on the road. Almost all the snow from our last snow storm is gone.

Today is Jays 25th birthday :). Were not doing anything as far as I know. He said when he gets home he wants to take a nap. LOL. We were without power for almost 3 hours last night. I need to call places today to see if their hiring. I want another job like now. I want to bring home $400 a week or at least close to it. So I will have to get 2-3 different jobs. I was thinking a job from 5pm-10pm on Monday-Thursday. Mornings Saturday and Sunday. And then maye something else at night on the weekends. I wouldnt mind at all. Jays going to look for something else also. It just sucks not many places are hiring. And for what Jay likes to do those places are slow in the winter. Maybe he can find something else for now and get back into construction come spring. He is working right now though so that is a plus. If we both had jobs brining home around $375 a week we would have around $3,000 a month. Wouldnt that be nice? We would get caught up alot better if we brought home that much. Were sooo behind its not even funny. Hopefully within the next couple days we I can go get apps. We were suppose to go yesterday but had no gas. We didnt get $20 til late so by that time I wasnt going to get any.

I gotta finish the room. It has to be done by tomorrow *youll see why when I post my list*.

Jay and Danielle

Happy 25th Birthday Jay!!!
and
Happy 30th Birthday Danielle!!!!

What I Got For Christmas

I hope everyone had a great Christmas. We went to my parents for Christmas Eve. We went to my parents, Jays parents, Jays sisters, Jens and my grams for Christmas. I got lots of god things

* 2 gcs to WalMart
* GC to Old Navy
* GC to Olive Garden
* GC to Delmonicos
* New pot and pan set + extras it came with
* Green outfit
* Gray and Pink outfit
* Shirt
* Endless Love Body Spray and Body Wash
* Candles
* Mini Markers
* Cookies
* 3D glue
* Diddl pen
* Diddl stickers
* Black Bubble Vest *Which my mom forgot to give me*

I think that was it. What did you all get. How did you spend your holidays?

*Be looking for my goals for 2009 soon*

Happy Holidays

I Cant Believe....

Christmas is only 2 days away. It is going to come and go quick. I usually cant wait for Christmas but this year was different since we didnt have much money. I wrapped a few presents yesterday. I have a couple more to wrap plus I gotta run to my grams to pick one present up to wrap.

Tomorrow we will be going to my parents. My brothers come over that day. We eat, play games and exchange presents. I cant wait for the food chicken wings, egg rolls *the only kids I like*, pigs in a blanket, chips and dip, etc..... Oh and shrimp but I wont be eatting that since I hate seafood.

Christmas Day we will be going to my parents to open presents and have breakfast. Then we need to go to Jays sisters then his moms and step dads, then back home then over to my grams for dinner. I also wanna stop by Jens house hopefully sometime :).

Well I gotta go finish cleaning the room and straighten my hair. Have a good day!!

Lots of Snow

Wee got about 9 inches of snow Friday into Saturday. Now its Sunday and we have more snowing coming. They said anywhere from 3-8 inches by 7m tonight. Jen blames me LOL. Since I was talking about a white Christmas. HAHA.

I gotta go up to my parents tonight to pick up a few things. My mom also called and asked if we wanted to go up for dinner. I said sure. So we will go up there around 5:15pm or so. Tomorrow I will prolly wrap the few presents we did get. I really hop next Christmas will be better. I wanted to bake cookies this year I couldnt do that. We couldnt buy presents for everyone we wanted to. Im hoping 2009 will be a much better.

There is so many things I wanna do in the year 2009. I will write that list out around the 1st of January. I hope I will be able to accomplish it all but if not at least some of them. I want change in my life. The only things i like about my life now is Jay, my family and friends.

I Wish I Had Money

When I was out with Jen today we walked by DOTS so we went in. They so have clothes I want. A few pairs of pants, a cute sweater thing an so many cute matching bras and undies!!! Now all I need is $$ to buy some!

Still Not........

In the Christmas mood. BLAH. We did get some snow the other day. I think about 2 inches or so. Were suppose to get more tomorrow but the weather people cant agree when its suppose to start and how much. One site says its suppose to start at 7am the other syas 11am. One station says 3-6 inches the other says 4-8 and then another 8-10. So again who knows.

I woke up when Jay got up to go to work. I came online then watched TV. I also straightened my hair. I gotta work 10:15am-2ish. Jen is going to take me so I dont have to walk :).

Im so tired for some reason. I think tonight will be a early bednight. LOL. Well Im off. Have a good day!!

A Little Good News

The lady at the school said she would try to give me as many hours as she could before Christmas break. Which is only 5 more days but hey its better than nothing. She said she might have a 3 hour a day position for me everyday but she has to look into it. Yeah I know only 3 hours a day. But 3 hours a day 5 days a week at $9.10 is extra money we really need.

I am going to get 2 applications today r.ight after work and filling them out while Im there.

The weather people are calling for 2-4 inches of snow tonight and 1-2 tomorrow! Ill be cheaking the weather later today to see if it changed!

I gotta go get ready and leave soon. Have a great day.

Im Just Not.............

In the Christmas spirit. It sucks. I think its because of the lack of funds. We didnt get to do any Christmas shopping really. And the ones we did get I got when I went out Black Friday shopping with Jen. I didnt even put up my little Christmas tree. They have one up in the living room though. I wanted to make Christmas cookies and I dont even have money for that :(. It sucks. I wont be in the mood probably until Christmas Eve when we have a get together.

Are you in the Christmas? If so what are you doing?!?

Weeks Going By So SLOW!!

It seems like this week is taking forever to get over with. Friday like almost always we went up to my parents house. After we stopped by Jens. Saturday we went to the holiday lights with Jen, Russell, thier kids and thier 2 neices and 1 nephew. The lights were ok for being free but it was way too cold. We ended up leaving earlier than Jen. We brought back Elaina and Eric with us. 7:20 pm we get a phone call from my brother asking if we wanted to go to Olive Garden. We ended up going cause we were hungry and had a gift card. After we went up to Jens. We stayed there til about 12:30 am. I was so overly tired that I was giggling so much. Now this week seems like it never wants to be over. Me and Jay both gotta find jobs cause we have too many bills and not enough money. Right now we have no money coming in. Jay is suppose to work next week and the week after with his brother but I will believe it when I see it. I gotta get my butt in gear to and fill out aplications. I sure hope I find something by the new year and keep with it. Maybe tomorrow I will call places. Were suppose to get some snow and ice the next couple days. I guess we will wait and see. I am suppose to be working at the school Friday and Monday! That will be a little extra money. But I wanna find something FT. I wanna work weekdays after 5pm and weekend mornings. If I can get at least 30 hours a week Id be happy. Wish me luck. I wanna change the room around by this weekend. Jays home so at least he can help me. I just gotta get everything clean before we can move things. Thats a job right there. Once I get this room reaaranged I would like to get organized and stay organized. My sisters boyfriend is throwing her a surprise birthday party Friday at 7. Shes turning 30 on December 30th. He said hes having it early so she doesnt expect it. I cant believe Christmas is 15 days away. Its gonna come and go so quick. I cant wait for Christmas Eve and Christmas! And I hope we can get together with Jen and her family one day also. Im making french fries so I better get going. Have a great night!

Ive Been Tagged

Tagged by Katie...

The instructions on this tag is simple. Reveal eight things about yourself to your readers.

I'll Tag: Anyone who wants to do this

1. I found the one I wanna be with forever

2. I already have my wedding planned and Im not even engaged

3. I feel I am not going to amount to anything

4. Ive been backstabbed by so many friends thus the reason I dont have many friends and like it that way

5. I sometimes use to cut but not to a extreme level

6. Im very disorganized

7. I feel my dad like my sister more than me at times

8. People think me and my 1 brother look alot alike

Oops.....

Didnt notice I havent updated in awhile!! I really havent been up much. Sunday Jen invited us up to her house for their Thanksgiving dinner. It was good. Tuesday I got really sick. I got out of bed like 3-4 times and that was only to go potty. I went on the laptop once. I even got mail and didnt open it. Now thats saying something since I didnt open mail!!! LOL. Other than that nothing good really. The rooms a disaster like always. I swear I can never keep it clean. I get rid of things and it seems like I dont. I gotta get a few together and mail them hopefully tomorrow. I need to get and stay organized. I gotta clean some and make dinner. Sorry for a not so long update. Hopefully I can write some more this weekend!

**EDIT** Im pissed. I cant stand some people. Stop talking behind peoples backs and say it to them.

So Bored

Our weekend was kinda uneventful. I guess that is what happens when you dont have any money. Friday we went up to my parents. We ate dinner and played cards. Saturday we went up to Jens for a little while. Jen took my grocery shopping since Jay didnt wanna. She also got a few things. The lines were really long. Sunday we really didnt do anything wither. Around 3:15pm we went up to my parents house. Jay and my brother helped my dad put up the Christmas lights. We stayed for dinner!! Yummie lasagna.

Today. Again not much. Jay finally got his money but it wasnt as much as we thought it was going to be. We sent out the check on the car since we were behind on that. Jays fine was due today. We went over there to pay it and Jay was suppose to take a DD course which he didnt so they gave him another few weeks to get it paid and take that class. I guess we didnt have to spend the $200 on that today. But were gonna save that to pay when that time comes so were not gonna touch it!

My throat is finally starting to feel better. Its still a little sore but not as much as its been. It seems for some reason to get worse at night. I kept Jay up last night coughing. Oops.

When I called my sister today something came up about Christmas. She said dont even bother buying for her just get something for Connor. So I dont know if were getting her something or not. Maybe something cheap. Guess we will have to wait and see. She says she is also cutting back. My parents are also. There not buying as much as they usually do. I guess according to online people either arnt buying for as many people or not buying as much.

Guess I should go and clean the rest of the room!!! Have a great night!!

Still Sick

Ive been sick for almost 2 weeks. I dont think this sore throat every wants to go away. But it needs to.

I worked at the school on Monday. It wasnt bad at all. I worked from 10am-2pm. It was easy. Thr only part I didnt like was cleaning at the end. LOL. She said I did a really good job so she will definitally call me again :). She actually called me Tuesday. They want me to work December 12th and 15th so I said yeah.

Jays job isnt going good. He hasnt gotten paid for last week yet. And its already time to get paid for this week. We found out some info again on the money situation so they should be getting paid soon. I think Jay might quit. Hes getting paid late every week and its just not right. Hopefully he will be able to find something else.

Were behind on everything. So thats the car payment and credit cards. Jay also has a fine on Monday he has to pay. That itself is $209.

I dont know what were gonna do about Christmas. I dont even know if we can afford anything for anyone :(. Maybe if he finds another job soon we can afford cheap things. We wanna get our neices and nephews something first. My parents tell us not to get them anything every year but we still do. I guess we will just have to see money wise.

Tomorrow I think were going up to my parents. Ill know for sure tomorrow. LOL. The room is a disaster. Since Ive been sick forever I havent felt like cleaning it. I still feel like crap but gotta clean it before it gets any worse.

Have a great night!

Ugh.....

I thought I was getting better but I am now feeling like shit again!! It seems to get worse at night for some reason. I woke up at 2:19 am coughing. I was up for a little while after that since I couldnt stop coughing and then the coughing was hurting my throat!! We didnt do anything really today. Jay ran up to Stewarts to get me some orange juice. I ran to BRU with Jen. She got to get a few things. Now Im just sitting here. Dinner is cooking. I dunno if I will even eat. The school called me on Friday to see if I would come in Monday *tomorrow*. So I am. I go in at 10 am, not sure til what time though! I think only til 2 or even a little earlier than that. Well Im gonna lay down while dinner is in.

Christmas Cookies

I really wanna start buying things soon to make Christmas cookies. I am giving people Christmas cookies as gifts (well some of them). I gotta look online again to see which ones Im gonna make. I think Im only gonna make a few different ones *4-5 maybe*. I need new pans though if I wanna make them. Me and Jen were gonna make some together so I will have to see if she still wants to. I dont wanna make mine til closer to Christmas so they dot get hard. Ok well I should go look for some recipes. If you have a favorite Christmas cookie let me know!

Fricking Sick

Monday me, Jen and her kids went to the Muesem. I felt a little crappy then but I thought it was cause I was just tired. When we got home I layed down for a little while and when I woke up I was feeling better. Before me and Jay went to bed I started getting a sore throat. I thought it would have just went away by itself. But I was wrong. Here it is 3 days later and I STILL have it. It actually went away yesterday night for a little while so I thought it was gone but I was wrong. It hurts to swollow. Its going up into my ears. I seriously have to plug my ears sometimes just to swollow cause then it wont hurt as much but it still does hurt. Because of it Ive been getting headaches also. Ive hardly been able to eat. My stomach keeps growling. I just want this sore throat to go away. It says to drink lots of fluids but its hard since I can hardly swollow.

This past weekend we went to Friendlys with Jen, Russell, Evan and Elaina. We havent gone in awhile so we decided to go. The service sucked. Our waitress was slow and she sucked. Me and Jay went grocery shopping before that and got his last check from TRU. I was really hoping to go fill out some applications this weekend. So hopefully I feel better so I can!

I cant believe Thanksgiving is only 2 weeks away. Christmas is also just around the corner. We havent done any shopping yet. I might go out Black Friday shopping with a friend. I gotta ask her again so I know what Im going to be doing. I have no idea what were getting anyone either. Maybe Ill think about it once I feel better.

Im gonna go lay down. Have a good Thursday!!

Baking

I really wanna start baking more. Especially cupcakes!!! I wanna make Boston Cream cupcakes soon. I also am hopefully making some cupcakes for Thanksgiving! I already found the ones I wanna do for Christmas.

What kind of bake goodies to you all like? Give me some ideas!! I also love brownies!! LOL.

I will be making a real post most likely tomorrow or Tuesday!!

Jen & Russell

HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY JEN AND RUSSELL!! I HOPE YOU BOTH HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY AND MANY MORE TO COME.

Happy Anniversary

Today is mine and Jays 10 year anniversary! A whole decade together!! Where did the time go? It doesnt seem like weve been together this long! But I am so glad that we have been. We had many rough times together, but no matter what we always seemed to get threw everything!! I we are together many more years to come!!! I <3 You!!!

Hopefully Things Will Get Better Soon!!!

Well Jay filled out another application to work somewhere else. Its with his sisters boyfriend doing construction. He is starting his own business so I am hoping things work out. He is suppose to call the guy up tomorrow morning. He will be making ALOT more than he makes now which is always a good thing.

I called the schools district office on Friday but the lady wasnt there. I left a message me I am hoping she called me back tomorrow. Im hoping someone calls in so I can start working. Still looking something for nights. I am hoping to go get some apps soon. I filled 1 out online today.

Friday Jay slept most of the day cause he worked Thursday night. He got up then we went up to my parents. We played spades and me and Jay lost. LOL. We had homemade mac and cheese and hot dogs for dinner. Once we were done there we went down to Jen and Russells and visited for a little while.

Saturday it rained all day. We had to go to Jays job to see what he works this week. Then we had to go to the grocery store for drinks. I did something to my foot Friday night sometime. It hurt so much when I walked :(. When we go home Jay fell back asleep. I was talking to Jen and asked her if she wanted to run to WalMart to look at the Christmas stuff so we went there and looked :). They had lots and lots out!! I came home and made dinner. I dont know why I did since Jay only at his own taco. Grrrr what a waste. I also developed a sore throat. I wasnt doing good. LOL. I fell asleep shorty after and Jay stayed up til 6:30AM.

Sunday didnt do anything all day except clean the room. Since Jay decided to go to bed at 6:30AM he slept til like almost 6. He woke up when I was doing making dinner. Hes at work now. Im gonna finish cleaning the room.

8 more days til mine and Jays 10 year anniversary!!!!!

My Weekend

Friday we went up to my parents. Its the first time weve been up there in awhile since everyone has been busy. My parents made subs for dinner. Me, Jay, my brother and dad played spades!! Me and Jay won. After we left there we stopped by Jens and Russells. Jen wasnt home at the time but Russell was so we went in and soon after Jen was back from grocery shopping. Then we came home and I didnt do much of anything but Jay played his game.

Saturday we didnt do much of anything either. We went to check what Jay worked. While he was doing that I was looking around cause my nephew said he wanted this Michael Myers thing for his birthday but I didnt see it there. We ran to the bank and got $20 out. Ive ben putting alot of things up to sell them and one of them was Jays PS2. I got a email from someone asking how much. Well we figured out a amount and she wanted to get it. So we met her at a McDonalds. She actually had to drive a little farther then we did. After we left came home watched TV and went to bed.

Sunday I got up around 7:30am *I had to pee really bad* and just stayed up. I started straightening my hair around 8:30am. I texted my aunt to see about what time she was gonna be here. I got dressed and got Jay up to get ready. I got things together we needed to bring and then just played "Rollercoaster Tycoon" til my aunt came around 11:15am. Then we were on our way to Six Flags in MA. We stopped at Pizza Hut before we went. Its too expensive to eat there. And they have a rule now where you cant leave after 4pm and re-enter!! I think it might just be for the Fright Fest though. After Pizza Hut we were to Six Flags. I took a few pictures but not many cause they didnt decorate much this year. Thats was a bummer. I went on 2 rides. Jay went on a few more than me cause he went on 2 roller coasters with my cousin since I didnt wanna go on those 2. But I did go on 1 roller coaster and the bumper cars. LOL. There was a haunted mansion and a haunted trail. They were alright. I did jump at some parts. We got home around 9:15pm. Jay played his game and I came on line for a little while. Then we watched "Army Wives". Soon after that I was out cause I was tired!

Today we returned the bottles and got a couple things at the store! We are broke and it sucks. Im looking for another job from like 2pm-9pm or so.

"One Tree Hill" is coming on so I am going to go watch it. Have a great night!!

Just Got Back

From getting fitted for the dress I will be wearing for my brothers wedding!! The fricking dress is $250. And I was suppose to pay for it today and didnt know. I have emailed my brother about this cause I dont have the money for it. So maybe he will pay for it and when I find a job I will just have to start paying him back. Then alterations if you need them will be anywhere from $45-$125. I also got informed that they wanna do a different kind of dance. The ones they do on "Rock the Reception". Im like you gotta be kidding me I dont even dance! This should be interesting. Oh the dress does have straps. YAY. There very thin ones but there are some!!!

Sorry For The Lack Of Updating

I still have no job. But I have a interview tomorrow at Bath and Body Works. I didnt go last week cause I wasnt feeling well. So the girl called me back today and asked if I was still interested. So hopefully it goes well. I emailed my resume to a company today and I am going to fill out a couple applications tomorrow. Im really hoping to find something QUICK!

I havent been up to much lately. Me and Jay went up to Jens a couple times. We havent gone up in awhile so it was nice to hang out. Jen asked if we wanted to stay for dinner the one night so we did. We use to have dinner together everynight almost for the longest time. We use to go to Friendlys once a week also until we both ran into money problems. Hopefully once everything is better we can start doing a once a week or once every 2 weeks thing again. Try different places this time!!! We were also thinking about Christmas the other day and came up with really good ideas for presents!

I cant believe the holiday season is almost here!! Halloween is almost here. Thanksgiving is just a little more than a amonth away. And Christmas is a little over 2 months away. And only 20 more days til mine and Jays 10 year anniversary. I cant believe it will be 10 years.

I gotta get back to cleaning the room and maybe I will call a few more places about jobs! Have a great night!

The Dresses for my Brothers Wedding

So there is the dress. Except the colors are different. The dress will be pink and the top part will be ivory. It is a very pretty dress. More for skinney people. My fat rolls would be hanging out the back *I dont know that for sure*. I better start eatting better and exercising. We gotta go get fitted by 10/19. What do you all think of it?

Bored

I had 2 interviews yesterday! The one for the school she really didnt interview any of us. She just talked about the position. You would start out as a sub and if something becomes permenant you can hopefully get that. You have to go threw alot also. Gotta go get a physical *which I go to on Friday*, then you gotta go back to get results. Then you gotta get finger printed. Then your name goes up in front of the board and you gotta get a stamp of approval!! So this one might take awhile. You also gotta join a union. The second one took like 3 minutes. All they really wanted to know if you were comfortable doing somethings and what days/hours you were available. I wouldnt wanna do what she said. There "sales" position isnt what I thought it was. I have another interview today and then another one tomorrow. I still wanna call up a few more places to see if there hiring and go fill some out. Also look online to places where I can put my resume in.

Jay started his job today. He has to go in at 4am. 4am wont be his usual hours. He just had to go in early today since there was a truck coming in. I am hoping the boss is in. Jay needs to talk to him about certain things. I talked to my aunt first about things since she also works at another Toys R Us and she said to have Jay talk to the boss. Its nothing bad though ^__^. He might have to look for another part-time for now also. It all depends really though. I will let you know the outcome. Hopefully though he wont have to get a second job. I think once the snow comes to NY he will be shoveling/plowing. Its not a definate yet but hes worked for the company before. It depends if they have enough people or not. Its $15 a hour so that would be a good thing.

I finished up making lucky stars. I made my own strips. I need money to buy some so I dont have to make my own. Today I hope to clean alotof the room. I need to do laundry. I want Jay to go up in the attic and get the totes down so I can look through them. I can probably throw somethings out and make room for new things I wanna put away. Its 6:30 am I thought it would have been light out by now but its not!!

Im off to do things!! Have a great day <333

Another One

I got a call tonight for another job interview tomorrow at 1:30!!

Gloomy Rainy Monday

Jay went back into the ER for a wound check on Saturday. All they did was take the gauze out that was in his cut they did and put another one back in and said to come back in 2 days *which is today*. We gotta go there later on tonight. Hopefully this is the last time.

I got 2 calls today for interviews. One at Helios Day Spa tomorrow at 4:30pm and then one at Bath and Body Works on Wednesday at 3pm *this one is a group interview*. I also got a call last week for a Activities Assistant. She left a voice mail I called her back but she wasnt there. I left a message so maybe she will call back. I wanna go fill out some more applications and put my resume in a few more palces also.

My dad had to go back to the hospital Saturday night. My mom said he should be out tomorrow. One day last week while my dad was driving down the street someone coming out thier drive way and slammed right into him. She tried to blame on her next door neighbor cause his car was parked on the road and she couldnt see up the street. If you couldnt see wouldnt you go slower? I guess she did some damage to my parents car. They wont be getting the car back for about a week. Everyone says that this person never pays attention and always speeding.

I should get going. I gotta clean the room some, make dinner later then go to the ER fo his wound check. Have a grat day!

Jay Had To Go To The ER

Ever since Tuesday Jays lip has been swollen. We thought maybe something bit him but then he got something above his lip *like a sore* then around that it was all red. Tonight I got him to go to the ER since it wasnt going away. We got there around 8:40pm. We went to the ER part and then they take you to another part of the hospital called "Fast Track". They cut the sore that was above his lip. There was lots of blood. There is a piece of gauze in there now and a bandage over his lip. We left there around 10:40pm. Only 2 hours not that bad. He has to go fill a prescription tomorrow and he also has to go back to the ER tomorrow to get it checked out they said. Im just glad he finally went and had it looked at. Now hopefully it will feel better. My poor Jay :(.

Ahhhhhhh

I am really pissed at the moment. Maybe they will be better tomorrow but Im not sure. I will update tomorrow if it does get better or not!

My Day Didnt Go As Planned!

I didnt go to the SS building or gets apps. Well I got 1 at Hannaford. There are so many different questions on there that I wouldnt even know how to answer. LOL. I asked my brother to ask his fiance about 1 of the jobs she does. She answers phones and you get aid $10-$11.50 a hour. Maybe I can get into that if there hiring. I also filled out another application online.

My brother emailed me and asked for my sisters email address. I gave it to him and he said that Christinas *his fiance* sister will be emailing us info this weekend about the dresses Christina picked out. Im sure she will be telling us other things also in the email. I cant wait to see the dress? Or can I. I dont wanna wear nothing short or nothing that will be tight. Yeah me in a tight dress. Ha! As soon as I get the email I will post what the dress looks like here then you can tell me what you think.

I still cant stand this house. We left something in the freezer thinking nobody would take any of time. But of course not. There were 80 meatballs. Me and Jay probbaly used about 30 of them. Well there might be about 20 left if that. Where the hell did they all go. I cant stand people. Maybe we should eat some of there stuff. No but were not like that! I cant wait for the day we can move out. We will be better off than anyone in his family. I know its not a nice thing to say but its the truth!!

I made buffalo chicken things and mac and cheese for dinner. Something easy since I didnt wanna make anything

What we gotta do tomorrow

- Go get applications
- Go get Jays last check from WalMart
- Go to SS building
- Hand in application for Hannaford

Whatever apps I get tomorrow Im gonna hand in Friday hopefully. I plan on getting as many as I can!! Im gonna go do somethings. Have a great night.

Not Up To Much

I had to babysit my nephew today since there was no school. We didnt do much. Him and Jay played the game and I threw some things out! He left around 3:30 or 4. After me and Jay went down to his sisters house cause Jay wanted to see his neices. We only stayed about 45 minutes to a hour. Jay got another new job. Hes going to be working at Toys R Us. They said there not doing full time right now. So in the middle of October *I think* he can start getting full time. I sure hope he can. I filled out applications yesterday at the mall. I only ended up getting 3 but hey its 3 more applications in. Tomorrow were running to the socical security building so I can put in for a new SS card since I lost mine like 7 years ago. Oops. Then once I get that *I think it takes about 7 days* I wanna go get my ID. Then once I get new glasses and have extra money go take my permit test. I had it 10 years ago but it expired and I didnt renew it ever. I want a change for the better with myself! I feel like a LOSER with no job, no ID, no nothing. I am hoping by this time next year things will be better for me! And also for Jay. I hope we can both find jobs we like. Once I find a job I might also look for a second one. Then we can start saving money for certain things. I really need to start exercising. I have a workout DVD I should do. At least try it. I wanna get one called "Billys Bootcamp*. It actually looks like it would be fun to do. God I so want a job so I can get things I want. There is also a few other things I want also! Im gonna go jump in the shower and then do somethings around the room.

Have a good night!

Most Likely Another Boring Day

Last night we went to my brothers for dinner. He made Chicken Alfredo and garlic bread. It was yummt but very fulling. I finally made my cupcakes. I took a picture of them but my camera is in the car so I will post them later! After we were done eatting and Christina got home we played "The Newly Wed" game. I like the game and its funny to see what answers your SO says. LOL. We left there about 11:15 pm. By the time we got home I went on the laptop for 30 minutes or so then went to bed. I think thats the earliest I went to bed in awhile.

I think were going to the mall today. I wanna go get some appications and fill them out. I called a few places and at least 4 or 5 were hiring. Now I just gotta wait for Jay to get up. Then of course both of us will have to get ready. Other than that were not doing much. I will probably clean the room and do a couple more loads of laundry since Jay will probably play his game later. Maybe we will watch a movie also. Ill probably make hot dogs and mac and cheese for dinner. Yep something easy. Or maybe meatball subs if we stop at the store. My dad should be home by now. Ill call later to see.

Have a great day!

What We Had For Dinner The Other Night

This is what me and Jay had for dinner Monday night. It was meat lasagna with garlic bread sticks. It was soooo yummy!!

Just Another Thursday

I visited my dad and aunt yesterday. They both looked good. I went down with my mom around 10:45 am and stayed til 6:30 pm. My aunt should be able to come home tomorrow and my dad Saturday. I never knew a transplant cost so much. Just for the transplant part cost over $400,00. That doesnt inclide medications, room stay, etc...

I dont think Jay will be working at Wal*Mart much longer. Long story. My best friends husband just got fired for no reason really. By a manager that wont even be working there tomorrow since she was sleeping around with a co-worker. Jay was gonna leave soon anyways. Hes been looking for another job. Hes waiting for the background check to come in at Toys R Us *everyone needs one*. Then if he gets it hes gonna see if he can work full time there for now until the holiday season ends if not look for something else else.

If you read the message in the bottle post *the one before this* you will see I was asked to be in my brothers wedding next July. I thought that was such a creative way. I emailed my brother about it. I said I wouldnt most likely be able to afford the dress and shoes. He said we will talk about it so I might not even have to pay. I kinda didnt wanna be in it just cause I am not the type of person that likes going in front of large crowds. And he will be having around 200 people there!! I definitally wanna lose some weight. And actually more then a little. Im too fat and dont wanna walk down looking like a fat cow. I will have to start working out at home. I got 1 workout video maybe I can get a couple more. No more snacking unless its good for me. No more eatting out *which we barly do anymore*. Try not to drink any soda *that will be hard*. Maybe being in this wedding will actaully make me stick to a diet! Wish me luck.

I gotta go get my nephew soon off the bus and really need to clean the room. Hope you all have a great rest of the day!

I Got A Message In A Bottle

Heres what it says:

Dear Michelle,

The day, the dress, the bride, the groom, the joy, the tears will all come soon.

Professing true love to my husband to be, with family and friends all watching me.

I hope the sun will be shining down. Keep your fingers crossed I will fit in my gown.

But there is just one more thing that there needs to be and thats to have you standing with me! Will be be my bridesmaid?

Love, Christina

Update

Well my parents got to the hospital at 5:45am, my brother also went at that time. After my grandma, grandpa, sister, uncle and my moms friend showed up. I called my mom around 11am to see what was up. She said they havent even take my aunts 1 kidney out yet. So I hung up with her. I called again around 3pm and my mom said that they put the kidney in but she had to go so I didnt get to talk long. My sister called aroun 6pm or saying they had to bring him back into surgery because he was producing enough urine. So I dont know what is going on now. I am hoping someone calls me back. If someone doesnt call me soon I guess I will just call them sometime later.

I should get going now. I really need to clean the room. Its a disaster area. Have a good night!

UPDATE: My brother called at 9:30. He dad just got out of surgery a little while ago. He was in surgery for 11 hours. They gave a update to everyone then asked my mom, sister and brother to come down the hall. They said the kidney hasnt started working yet (thats when they brought him back in). When they came back out they said that he was finally producing urine!! So as far as I know everything is fine. Ill be calling my mom sometime tomorrow while she is at the hospital so I can talk to my dad and make sure everything is still ok!

Stephies and Angelia

I posted the pictures you guys wanted as you said on the one post! It isnt all of my kawaii but I did a part of it!! Enjoy the pictures!

Deco Tapes

These are my deco tapes

Letter Sets

These are all of my full letter sets!

Plush

My 3 little plush :(. And only 1 is a actual plush. The ones a keychain and the other is a soft xmas ornament

Sticker Sheets

Sticker Sheets

Sticker Sacks

Sticker Sacks

Pens

Pens

Blah

My dad goes in for his transplant in 8 hours *5:45am*. I told my mom and brother they better call me so I know whats going on. My brother is also going at 5:45am and is staying for a little while and then leaving. I will hopefully be able to go see him and my aunt Wednesday.

Tomorrow is the first day of fall. I think I might make some cupcake since I have some fall sprinkles. So be looking for a post tomorrow sometimes along with the post of my stationery and pens. I have to charge my battery so thats why they werent taking tonight. We ended up not going grocery shopping. We just ran to the store to get something for dinner. We had pork chops, rice a roni and stuffing. Tomorrow we will be going for sure. I hope to also go get a few applications tomorrow. Im determined to find something.

We didnt go to Harvest Fest. We went to the mall insted so I could drop off the applications. We also ran into the Christmas Tree Shop real quick since I had to get something for my aunt. Then we ran to Price Chopper to get something for dinner. Now we are just watching TV. I put a load of laundry in earlier. The room is a disaster like always. Oh we also ran to the Dollar Tree cause I wanted another coloring book. Well I could find any care bear ones but knew there at to be at least one there. So I searche and searched and finally found 3 hidden in the back of all the others. I already colored 3. I gotta add them to the back of the bedroom door. Yes I am adding them to the back of the door since the door seemed BLAH.

Im gonna get going! Have a good night!

Not A Good Day

Well I guess today just doesnt like me. Jays been playing hus game since 7:30am. So hes been playing for 12 hours. I wanna shove the game up his ass. Hes been treating me like shit. Giving me a attitude and what not. And of course me the way I am cry. Not where you can see me cause there just little tears coming down my eyes :(. Hopefully things will get better throughout the night!

I so need a job. I cant fricking stannd being in this fucking house all the time. Hopefully Im dropping off my 3 applications tomorrow. I did a resume *thanks Angelia for sending me yours*. I put emailed that to a couple places. Maybe I can get some more applications tomorrow.

I dont know what were gonna do tomorrow anymore. I dont know if we are going to the Harvest Fest or not. We need to go grocery shopping since we have almost nothing at all. Nothing to drink either.

Name Something

You want me to take a picture of. Whatever you say I will take a picture of it and post it in my journal?

Only a $1

Yes only $1. They usually run $5-$6. It has 6 different kind of toppings green sugar, twinkling trees mix, pearl white sugar, christmas nonpareils, red sugar and christmas confetti. Me and my friend both got one. We were looking for Halloween ones but they didnt have them so we had to get these!!! Cant bear $1.

For Angelias Giveaway

This is my care bear pillow. His name is Bedtime Bear. I brought him at Toys R Us. I will never get rid of him. He is so soft and cuddly and a great pillow!! Isnt he just so cute? This is just 1 of my many care bears.

What's In Your Purse?

Here's whats in mine.....

-Wallet

-Sanrio Datebook

-2 pens

-3 hair ties

-Passport

So wha do you all have in yours?

Just Another Wednesday

Lets see....I gotta go somewhere today to get a bubble envelope so as soon as Angelias money gets into the bank account *which should be today* I can pack up her order. I've been trying to sell alot of things. So far I sold of my kawaii things, a NY Yankees jersey an Elf the movie. Hopefully more of the things Im selling get sold. I keep finding more things to get sold also. I really gotta clean some of the room today and do some laundry probably.

Friday me, Jen and her kids are gonna do some running hopefully. Were gonna go to Colonie Center and Crossgates. I cant wait to go to The Christmas Tree Shop. Cheap stuff. I just wanna get out of the house really. Hopefully while there I can pick up some applications. Saturday we wont be much of anything. Jay will probably sleep most of the day. Sunday were going to Harvest Fest (me, Jay, Jen, Rusell and thier 2 kids). Its free to go. All you really gotta pay for is if you want something. Then maybe after I can drop off the applications real quick.

Monday my dad goes in for his kidney transplant. My aunt also goes in since shes giving my dad one of her kidneys. I probably wont go see them until Wednesday. Monday they will both probably be out of it. The only people that will probably go that day is my mom and of course my gramdma since its both of her kids. They will both be in there about 6 days. I think they can both leave Saturday. As long as his new kidney is working well after 6 weeks he will be put on the donor list for a new pacrease (sp?). It can take up to 2-3 years to get one of them.

Off to go do somethings *maybe*. LOL.

Cup Cakes

These are the cupcakes I made the other day! I only had one kind of sprinkles but they came out yummy!!! I put them on a pan since I dont have anything to put them in yet!

Hi

My name's Michelle. I am new to blogspot but no to blogging as I have a livejournal also. I will be posting pictures here of varioud things and also writing about whats going on. My first actual post will come tomorrow!