Ive Been Sick......

For a dew days now. My throat hurts a little. Now my nose is stuffy and my chest is congested! I also have a bit of a headache.

Not much has been going on. Jay started a new job Monday. He works there until June unless they need him longer. I would love it they kept him but we wont know til June gets closer. He called my uncle about a PT security job. He goes and talks to him sometime in April. When I was talking to my uncle we were talking about something and I came up with lucky Jay will get to see free concerts *they will do security for concerts*. He can get me free tickets to almost any concert they do there. I was like oh now ya tell me. When I know the list of the concerts Im gonna tell him which ones I want tickets for. I dont know exactly how many I can get but I guess we will see.

My uncle is still in the hospital. He will be in there for at least 4 more months they think. So he should be getting out around July. He still cant walk. Still dont know if he will. Hopefully there is a miracle and he will be able to.

My friends mother almost died 4 times this past week :(. She flat lined 4 times but they got her back. Jen told me yesterday that they took her off sedation and she was doing alot better. Hopefully she will have some more good news today. She will have a long recovery but at least she is still here with everyone. It is not her time to go.

Dont have no big plans for the weekend. We usually go to my parents for dinner/cards. Not tonight though. My brother has to go to a class and then work. We might go up for a little while but not sure yet. I think me and Jay might go out to dinner tonight or tomorrow. We still have 1 gift card left from Christmas so we will just use that. It wont cover it all so we will have to pay the rest. And we might also go to the movies. Gotta see if theres anything playing we wanna see. Other than that no clue what were doing.

I should get going and pick up a little. Jay asked if I would clean some more of the room. I just wish I had a place to put everything. I cant wait for the day that we have our own place! It wil be 100x better.

Wind

Is so loud. It sounds like it will take the house down. HAHA. When me and Jay woke up there was a dusting of snow on the road. Almost all the snow from our last snow storm is gone.

Today is Jays 25th birthday :). Were not doing anything as far as I know. He said when he gets home he wants to take a nap. LOL. We were without power for almost 3 hours last night. I need to call places today to see if their hiring. I want another job like now. I want to bring home $400 a week or at least close to it. So I will have to get 2-3 different jobs. I was thinking a job from 5pm-10pm on Monday-Thursday. Mornings Saturday and Sunday. And then maye something else at night on the weekends. I wouldnt mind at all. Jays going to look for something else also. It just sucks not many places are hiring. And for what Jay likes to do those places are slow in the winter. Maybe he can find something else for now and get back into construction come spring. He is working right now though so that is a plus. If we both had jobs brining home around $375 a week we would have around $3,000 a month. Wouldnt that be nice? We would get caught up alot better if we brought home that much. Were sooo behind its not even funny. Hopefully within the next couple days we I can go get apps. We were suppose to go yesterday but had no gas. We didnt get $20 til late so by that time I wasnt going to get any.

I gotta finish the room. It has to be done by tomorrow *youll see why when I post my list*.

Jay and Danielle

Happy 25th Birthday Jay!!!
and
Happy 30th Birthday Danielle!!!!

Still Sick

Ive been sick for almost 2 weeks. I dont think this sore throat every wants to go away. But it needs to.

I worked at the school on Monday. It wasnt bad at all. I worked from 10am-2pm. It was easy. Thr only part I didnt like was cleaning at the end. LOL. She said I did a really good job so she will definitally call me again :). She actually called me Tuesday. They want me to work December 12th and 15th so I said yeah.

Jays job isnt going good. He hasnt gotten paid for last week yet. And its already time to get paid for this week. We found out some info again on the money situation so they should be getting paid soon. I think Jay might quit. Hes getting paid late every week and its just not right. Hopefully he will be able to find something else.

Were behind on everything. So thats the car payment and credit cards. Jay also has a fine on Monday he has to pay. That itself is $209.

I dont know what were gonna do about Christmas. I dont even know if we can afford anything for anyone :(. Maybe if he finds another job soon we can afford cheap things. We wanna get our neices and nephews something first. My parents tell us not to get them anything every year but we still do. I guess we will just have to see money wise.

Tomorrow I think were going up to my parents. Ill know for sure tomorrow. LOL. The room is a disaster. Since Ive been sick forever I havent felt like cleaning it. I still feel like crap but gotta clean it before it gets any worse.

Have a great night!

Bored

I had 2 interviews yesterday! The one for the school she really didnt interview any of us. She just talked about the position. You would start out as a sub and if something becomes permenant you can hopefully get that. You have to go threw alot also. Gotta go get a physical *which I go to on Friday*, then you gotta go back to get results. Then you gotta get finger printed. Then your name goes up in front of the board and you gotta get a stamp of approval!! So this one might take awhile. You also gotta join a union. The second one took like 3 minutes. All they really wanted to know if you were comfortable doing somethings and what days/hours you were available. I wouldnt wanna do what she said. There "sales" position isnt what I thought it was. I have another interview today and then another one tomorrow. I still wanna call up a few more places to see if there hiring and go fill some out. Also look online to places where I can put my resume in.

Jay started his job today. He has to go in at 4am. 4am wont be his usual hours. He just had to go in early today since there was a truck coming in. I am hoping the boss is in. Jay needs to talk to him about certain things. I talked to my aunt first about things since she also works at another Toys R Us and she said to have Jay talk to the boss. Its nothing bad though ^__^. He might have to look for another part-time for now also. It all depends really though. I will let you know the outcome. Hopefully though he wont have to get a second job. I think once the snow comes to NY he will be shoveling/plowing. Its not a definate yet but hes worked for the company before. It depends if they have enough people or not. Its $15 a hour so that would be a good thing.

I finished up making lucky stars. I made my own strips. I need money to buy some so I dont have to make my own. Today I hope to clean alotof the room. I need to do laundry. I want Jay to go up in the attic and get the totes down so I can look through them. I can probably throw somethings out and make room for new things I wanna put away. Its 6:30 am I thought it would have been light out by now but its not!!

Im off to do things!! Have a great day <333

Jay Had To Go To The ER

Ever since Tuesday Jays lip has been swollen. We thought maybe something bit him but then he got something above his lip *like a sore* then around that it was all red. Tonight I got him to go to the ER since it wasnt going away. We got there around 8:40pm. We went to the ER part and then they take you to another part of the hospital called "Fast Track". They cut the sore that was above his lip. There was lots of blood. There is a piece of gauze in there now and a bandage over his lip. We left there around 10:40pm. Only 2 hours not that bad. He has to go fill a prescription tomorrow and he also has to go back to the ER tomorrow to get it checked out they said. Im just glad he finally went and had it looked at. Now hopefully it will feel better. My poor Jay :(.

Just Another Thursday

I visited my dad and aunt yesterday. They both looked good. I went down with my mom around 10:45 am and stayed til 6:30 pm. My aunt should be able to come home tomorrow and my dad Saturday. I never knew a transplant cost so much. Just for the transplant part cost over $400,00. That doesnt inclide medications, room stay, etc...

I dont think Jay will be working at Wal*Mart much longer. Long story. My best friends husband just got fired for no reason really. By a manager that wont even be working there tomorrow since she was sleeping around with a co-worker. Jay was gonna leave soon anyways. Hes been looking for another job. Hes waiting for the background check to come in at Toys R Us *everyone needs one*. Then if he gets it hes gonna see if he can work full time there for now until the holiday season ends if not look for something else else.

If you read the message in the bottle post *the one before this* you will see I was asked to be in my brothers wedding next July. I thought that was such a creative way. I emailed my brother about it. I said I wouldnt most likely be able to afford the dress and shoes. He said we will talk about it so I might not even have to pay. I kinda didnt wanna be in it just cause I am not the type of person that likes going in front of large crowds. And he will be having around 200 people there!! I definitally wanna lose some weight. And actually more then a little. Im too fat and dont wanna walk down looking like a fat cow. I will have to start working out at home. I got 1 workout video maybe I can get a couple more. No more snacking unless its good for me. No more eatting out *which we barly do anymore*. Try not to drink any soda *that will be hard*. Maybe being in this wedding will actaully make me stick to a diet! Wish me luck.

I gotta go get my nephew soon off the bus and really need to clean the room. Hope you all have a great rest of the day!

Not A Good Day

Well I guess today just doesnt like me. Jays been playing hus game since 7:30am. So hes been playing for 12 hours. I wanna shove the game up his ass. Hes been treating me like shit. Giving me a attitude and what not. And of course me the way I am cry. Not where you can see me cause there just little tears coming down my eyes :(. Hopefully things will get better throughout the night!

I so need a job. I cant fricking stannd being in this fucking house all the time. Hopefully Im dropping off my 3 applications tomorrow. I did a resume *thanks Angelia for sending me yours*. I put emailed that to a couple places. Maybe I can get some more applications tomorrow.

I dont know what were gonna do tomorrow anymore. I dont know if we are going to the Harvest Fest or not. We need to go grocery shopping since we have almost nothing at all. Nothing to drink either.