I Dont Feel.......

Like doing anything. But I gotta. I still have yet to finish cleaning up the room from when me and Jay rearranged it this past weekend. Its like I start and then just stop. Hopefully I will actaully do most of it today.

I have a few swaps I need to work on. I wanna work on them before partners are given. They might take a little while. I also need to resend 2 swaps that came back to me a few weeks ago. I got stamps so I can finally resend them. Im glad though I am getting back into swapping a little. I didnt swap a few months and missed it. HAHA.

Me and my sister have to go to a "meeting" about Christinsa shower for her wedding. Christina is my brothers fiance. Its a themed shower. Each girl in the wedding party has to pick 2 months. I already picked mine *February and December*. We have to make goodie bags for the table and center pieces. Jay is going to my dads ad brothers bowliing banquet this weekend also. You eat, play card, darts, etc... there. So he will be gone from 6:30 pm til about 11 pm or so.

Well I should start working on this room. Have a great day

Just Got Back

From getting fitted for the dress I will be wearing for my brothers wedding!! The fricking dress is $250. And I was suppose to pay for it today and didnt know. I have emailed my brother about this cause I dont have the money for it. So maybe he will pay for it and when I find a job I will just have to start paying him back. Then alterations if you need them will be anywhere from $45-$125. I also got informed that they wanna do a different kind of dance. The ones they do on "Rock the Reception". Im like you gotta be kidding me I dont even dance! This should be interesting. Oh the dress does have straps. YAY. There very thin ones but there are some!!!

The Dresses for my Brothers Wedding

So there is the dress. Except the colors are different. The dress will be pink and the top part will be ivory. It is a very pretty dress. More for skinney people. My fat rolls would be hanging out the back *I dont know that for sure*. I better start eatting better and exercising. We gotta go get fitted by 10/19. What do you all think of it?

Just Another Thursday

I visited my dad and aunt yesterday. They both looked good. I went down with my mom around 10:45 am and stayed til 6:30 pm. My aunt should be able to come home tomorrow and my dad Saturday. I never knew a transplant cost so much. Just for the transplant part cost over $400,00. That doesnt inclide medications, room stay, etc...

I dont think Jay will be working at Wal*Mart much longer. Long story. My best friends husband just got fired for no reason really. By a manager that wont even be working there tomorrow since she was sleeping around with a co-worker. Jay was gonna leave soon anyways. Hes been looking for another job. Hes waiting for the background check to come in at Toys R Us *everyone needs one*. Then if he gets it hes gonna see if he can work full time there for now until the holiday season ends if not look for something else else.

If you read the message in the bottle post *the one before this* you will see I was asked to be in my brothers wedding next July. I thought that was such a creative way. I emailed my brother about it. I said I wouldnt most likely be able to afford the dress and shoes. He said we will talk about it so I might not even have to pay. I kinda didnt wanna be in it just cause I am not the type of person that likes going in front of large crowds. And he will be having around 200 people there!! I definitally wanna lose some weight. And actually more then a little. Im too fat and dont wanna walk down looking like a fat cow. I will have to start working out at home. I got 1 workout video maybe I can get a couple more. No more snacking unless its good for me. No more eatting out *which we barly do anymore*. Try not to drink any soda *that will be hard*. Maybe being in this wedding will actaully make me stick to a diet! Wish me luck.

I gotta go get my nephew soon off the bus and really need to clean the room. Hope you all have a great rest of the day!

I Got A Message In A Bottle

Heres what it says:

Dear Michelle,

The day, the dress, the bride, the groom, the joy, the tears will all come soon.

Professing true love to my husband to be, with family and friends all watching me.

I hope the sun will be shining down. Keep your fingers crossed I will fit in my gown.

But there is just one more thing that there needs to be and thats to have you standing with me! Will be be my bridesmaid?

Love, Christina